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Living in a Dim Light


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God is not a secret to be kept. ~Matthew 5:16, The Message Translation

The sentence leaves no room for excuses. No room for anxiety or doubt.


So why are so many of us using shyness as justification to dim the light we have been anointed and appointed us to shine?


Saying you're too shy is unacceptable when comes to Christ. It just is. Jesus is the greatest story ever told, and we are called to shine a light on it.


Through words and deeds - shine.

Through art and music - shine.

Through math

and architecture

and coaching little league

and leading

and teaching

and sharing

and laughing

and loving

and understanding

and whatever work Heaven has established your hands to do - shine a light.


Being timid about what you know God told you to do is not a personality issue. It's spiritual issue.


We - God's chosen people - have bought into the lie that being introverted or shyness cancels out godly assignment, and where there is a lie there is darkness. Your dim light is a deeper issue, so let's deal with it.



It's Deeper than Being Shy


Only horror stories are good in the dark.


Jesus is the light of the world.

Your world.

My world.


But in his first sermon, the Sermon on the Mount, he flips the script and calls us to join him in the light that defeats darkness.


I just love how my Messiah thinks!


He begins his very first sermon telling us all the ways we are blessed (Beatitudes). Then - before any thoughts on what we have defined as sin, he addresses a bigger issue. A deeper issue. An internalized, socially accepted sin amongst the saints.


Shyness.


This progression is not random. It's a revelation.


Christ knows - timidity in our flesh is a silent killer of our faith, a darkness that has to be addressed before anything else if the world is to believe Jesus Christ is your Lord.


We don't hesitate to tell everyone about the best relationships in our lives, but not our relationship with the keeper of our soul?


We’re going public with this, as public as a city on a hill. If I make you light-bearers, you don’t think I’m going to hide you under a bucket, do you? I’m putting you on a light stand. Now that I’ve put you there on a hilltop, on a light stand—shine! Keep open house; be generous with your lives. By opening up to others, you’ll prompt people to open up with God, this generous Father in heaven. ~Matthew 5:14-16 The Message Translation

You cannot love Christ and have a miser mentality.


A Miser Mentality


Use of the word miser in our modern language is almost none existent, so I thought I would bring it back. It's so fitting for this conversation, but the Bible beat me to it. If Christ is truly in your heart, the light of his love has to be exposed:


We’re not keeping secrets; we’re telling them. We’re not hiding things; we’re bringing everything out into the open. So be careful that you don’t become misers of what you hear. Generosity begets generosity. Stinginess impoverishes.” ~Luke 8: 17-18, MSG

"Don't become misers of what you hear".... Are we hoarding Jesus?


I had to check myself on this one, overflowing from the word of God gone forth on a Sunday but acting "empty" the rest of my week.


Generosity begats generosity.


Not sharing the one who has loved us and how he has loved us through whatever

signs,

wonders,

miracles,

and gifts

he has given us is not justified by our shyness. It just isn't.


Feeding on the bread of life, yet unwilling to share. That's a miser mentality. If the God who loves you, saved you, and keeps you truly matters to you, your shyness won't.


Years ago I invited a young, notoriously shy staff pastor's wife to meet with me for a discussion about potentially participating in our teaching ministry. Cautiously, she accepted my invite, later disclosing she was unsure of its intent. All I can tell you is the Holy Spirit in me saw something special in her hidden for too long. She was living in a dim light, and God is not a secret to be kept.


I LOVE THIS STUFF!


As soon as I began to ask what she believed could be her purpose, the floodgates opened! This woman was not just diminishing her own purpose, but dimming the light of God within her to help other people find theirs! In the 2+ years I had known her, never had she spoken with such passion and tenacity.


Generosity begets generosity. Stinginess impoverishes. Your timid behavior in relationship to your calling is delaying someone's deliverance.


No More Dim Light!


Only horror movies are better in the dark. Time to brighten your light!


For almost a year, my staff and I worked in a dark office because of a problem with the lighting. The ceiling fan was new, so we though it might be defective. Was it a wiring issue? The building is pretty old. We had every reason for why the light was so dim, but never responded to its darkness.


One day our handyman, David, came in and saw the dim light. He immediately went over to the remote and pressed the light button for a few seconds. Suddenly, the brightness of light filled the room!


No one knew the light's dimmer had been activated.


It's time to deal with the darkness over your life and your testimony. God is not a secret to be kept.


Feeling shy? Press your way through.

Introvert? Press your way through.


There is something about God and you that only you can shine a light upon.


Turn it on.


Phillipa Williams Author and Blogger with logo

 

Is your light going dim when it comes to God? Ever have a "lightbulb moment" you hesitated to share? Share it with me! Let me know in the comments.


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About Phillipa

At seven years old, Phillipa Williams fell in love with Christ and never looked back. For over forty years, she has dedicated her life to building God’s kingdom, teaching and equipping thousands to serve God and people.

But God has always wanted more.

 

In 2019, as the Founder/CEO of GOD n Me International, she launched the blog godnme.org (now godnyou.org) to "give people something for the journey". Named one of the "Top 10 Black Christian Blogs, Websites, Newsletters To Follow“ by Feedspot.com for several years, godnyou.org help people all over the globe find the courage to answer God's call. 

 

In Spring 2022, Phillipa published her first book, GOD 'n You: Finding Your Place in Forever. and completed her licensing and ministerial requirements at the Potter's House School of Ministry in Dallas, Texas where she currently serves.

As an advocate for single mothers, Phillipa is also founder of ilooklikeLOVE, Inc.., a nonprofit providing capacity-building programming to women with young children. 

She is the proud parent on one adult son, Kenneth.

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