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From the God Who Loves Us Despite Us

Son, where are you?

Beloved Daughter, I'm looking for you.

You're hiding from me in Eden.

Running away like Jonah.

Seeking solace like Sampson.

I cannot find your love in the secret place of my temple,

or when we stand face to face at Lazarus' tomb...

So I weep.

I weep in the face of your doubt.

Don't you believe in Me?

Don't you BELIEVE ME, or has your heart left our love bound in the grave?

How can you love me when you don't trust me?

I've dealt with a lot, but I will not accept your doubt.

It is the sin that touches me the most, creating degrees of separation that only your faith can bridge.

I will protect you if you let me.

I will provide for a house that is My home,

But My power comes only through your soul's proximity,

And I can't make you love me if you don't.

So, do it. Believe again. Trust again. Prove to me that you're mine.

Like David, seek my safety in the cave.

Find peace like Mary at my feet.

Get a glimpse of me from the mountain's cleft like Moses as I pass by.

You can access me if you trust me.

I'm here. Right here. Forever. Always.

Your Heavenly Father


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Phillipa Williams has dedicated her life to building God’s kingdom. A former programs director for new member and Christian education with over 36 years’ experience in leadership and discipleship, she has equipped thousands to serve God and community.

She is the Founder/CEO of GOD n Me International, a faith-based social enterprise equipping and inspiring others for spiritual intimacy, transparency, and destiny. Her blog,, was named one of the "Top 10 Black Christian Blogs, Websites, Newsletters To Follow in 2019“ by In Spring 2022, Phillipa published her first book, GOD 'n You: Finding Your Place in Forever. She also completed the licensing and ministerial requirements at the Potter's House School of Ministry in Dallas, Texas.

An advocate for women and children, Phillipa founded and serves as Executive Director of the 501 (c)(3) nonprofit, ilooklikeLOVE, Inc.. ilooklikeLOVE works to eradicate early childhood poverty through diaper assistance and capacity building for new mothers.


She is the proud parent on one adult son, Kenneth.

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